السلام عليكم و رحمة الله و بركاته

you know guys.

i really want to share my life story to you.

but of course not by my real name.

im eighteen this year.

but i feel like im twenty. sometimes more than that.

people always say that teens are fun, free and had many experience.

yeah.. like me , i just know life is only about laughing, telling funny story with other friends, enjoyed my teen life..

till i made a big mistake i ever did.

(now, im really regret for doing it)

i tried very hard to go out from it.

i prayed to الله for sending me a good guy that can help me to change my bad habit, and be my true love.

a few days later, i met someone in facebook.

that was my superboy.

day by day passed away, im fallin love with him.

i was quite sure الله answered my prayer by sending him to me.

it was true, soon i become a good girl.

a few months later,

he said he was serious and wanted this relationship to be in right way.

i said yes.

many problems came one by one.

people said that we still too young and blablabla.

but we can solve it together.

aku semakin yakin, bahwa memang my superboy lah jawaban dari doaku, dan yang akan menemaniku selamanya.

"i never though we'd make it this far, but i know that we'll keep going forever."

but about 6 months ago.

i felt a strange feels.

and yeah, a big problem came.

till this time, the problem is still unsolved.

i dunno, if he was not the good guy i ever wanted,

why الله sending him to me?

but now i know.

there's something wrong.

i prayed to الله for sending me a good guy that can change my bad habit and be my true love.

that means, if i do a bad habit again, الله would take back him from me.

unfortunately, i realized it when everything has gone too far.

i made a big mistake again and again.

and yeah let's see what gonna happen next.

would الله still trust him to be with me or not.

huft.

السلام عليكم و رحمة الله و بركاته

you know guys.

i really want to share my life story to you.

but of course not by my real name.

im eighteen this year.

but i feel like im twenty. sometimes more than that.

people always say that teens are fun, free and had many experience.

yeah.. like me , i just know life is only about laughing, telling funny story with other friends, enjoyed my teen life..

till i made a big mistake i ever did.

(now, im really regret for doing it)

i tried very hard to go out from it.

i prayed to الله for sending me a good guy that can help me to change my bad habit, and be my true love.

a few days later, i met someone in facebook.

that was my superboy.

day by day passed away, im fallin love with him.

i was quite sure الله answered my prayer by sending him to me.

it was true, soon i become a good girl.

a few months later,

he said he was serious and wanted this relationship to be in right way.

i said yes.

many problems came one by one.

people said that we still too young and blablabla.

but we can solve it together.

aku semakin yakin, bahwa memang my superboy lah jawaban dari doaku, dan yang akan menemaniku selamanya.

"i never though we'd make it this far, but i know that we'll keep going forever."

but about 6 months ago.

i felt a strange feels.

and yeah, a big problem came.

till this time, the problem is still unsolved.

i dunno, if he was not the good guy i ever wanted,

why الله sending him to me?

but now i know.

there's something wrong.

i prayed to الله for sending me a good guy that can change my bad habit and be my true love.

that means, if i do a bad habit again, الله would take back him from me.

unfortunately, i realized it when everything has gone too far.

i made a big mistake again and again.

and yeah let's see what gonna happen next.

would الله still trust him to be with me or not.

huft.